I WAS UP ALL NIGHT AND WATCHED THE SUN COME UP AND HERE WERE MY THOUGHTS!!

My Thoughts for the Night:::

I discovered something today. I walked alone and the best thoughts come to me when I am alone.I'm the type of person that wants to feel needed and acts like I need no one. It's going to get harder for me in life if I continue to think that way. I try to act like I don't need no guy to make me happy but secretly I do. In life everyone needs a separate kind of love that family and friends can't give you. I've been searching for that love forever. And maybe if I wasn't looking so hard it would already be here. I've began to give up on LOVE. I mean the fear of being hurt and the pain of not having it make me not even want it. I wish there was a guy that would stay up on the phone with me until the sun rises or kisses my forehead. They say in your life that there are only three perfect ones and I've already had one.
I have my eyes on a prize right now and honestly it's worthless. Were both in two different places. I'm chasing his heart and he just wants to get me in the sack. It's crazy right. Girls say, "I don't chase dudes they chase me." I don't often chase guys but when there's something I want I get. Anyway before I go into a deep loner convo. I'm off to bed. [TEAR]. Chow Fellaz & Bellaz.
.·•☆[TiNa Reneé OvA & OuT!]☆•·.

"being in love is overrated, my heart is outdated - `cause i been stuck on the same shit, & i almost can't take it ." (took it from R. Alexandra at money, bitches, & cable.)