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MAYHEM AND CHAOS

What do you expect when one of hip-hop’s biggest artist decides to throw a free concert? I expected everything that happened. The cramped space, the feeling of your not walking but being pushed. No one wants to miss out on seeing their favorite artist, so there was no way my girls and I were going to just be standing in the crowd with no visual. We walked from 1st Ave. to seaport, and made it close enough to the front just in time for Drake to come out. Oh and it wasn’t our DASHING good looks that got us that close either, more like a beefy lesbian duo who was willing to push to the crowd and take us along for the ride (PAUSE). I was so distracted by these boys that I didn’t even realize how cramped it was, with their random remarks. “I don’t care about DRAKE, where’s Justin Beiber?” “I’m here for HANSON.” “Where’s Jay-z?” “Isn’t this a great way to meet new people!” In fact it actually was. It was annoying, hot but it was so much fun at the same time. As many have heard Drake didn’t get to come out and I’m sure many have seen the RIOT videos. There were NO SPECIAL EFFECTS, what you saw was all real. It’s amazing that so many people were surprised. You can’t promise people their favorite artist for FREE and don’t expect for there to be chaos, when people have been standing in the sun for hours, just waiting. I saw it as just another another reason to love MY CITY. I would have no other way besides, I met a group of cool people.

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I'M BACK IN AFFECT SO NO NEED TO STRESS OR BE UPSET!!

Oh my God it's unbelievable that I still have fourteen followers. Welcome the two new ones I remember being here last time and it was only 12. LOL! Anywhoo, I've been playing busy bee for the past couple of months. I mean running around trying to find work, still trying to complete high school as best as I can and trying my hardest to become a major BLOGGER. I've been on tumblr getting real caught up and it's become one of my new obsessions along with trying to figure out what kind of blog I really want this to be. Like I'v been visiting a lot of blogs for the past month and honestly most of them are basically the same FASHION blogs covering the same RUNWAYS, and TRENDS. I want to go beyond that. I'm trying to become a journalist and my interest seems to lie both in FASHION and MUSIC. So hey why not do a blog based off of FASHION forward MUSICIANS. I'm talking touching all backgrounds. Traveling all the way back to the where fashion and Music first met. With this comes research because I know for a fact that when Fashion met Music, I wasn't even thought of. I haven't really seen a blog that has taken that journey yet. I mean of course I'll continue to use this as a diary and drag on and on about how stressed and dull my life is but I'm going to put a twist ini everything and hopefully, you'll tell a friend that will tell a friend that will tell some of their friends, etc. I want this to be big I want to be major in the BLOG game and it will look real good on my COLLEGE application and Resume if I can get some major responses on this thing. Oh yeah and check out my tumblr .... http://diamondconcreterose.tumblr.com ....MUAHZ thankz for sticking with me!!

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MEGAN GOOD HIGH FASHION..Hmm. Me LIKEY!

RAP IT UP!!!!

I know I'm not the only one that has heard about the women who has full blown AIDS and has gone around spreading it to atleast 500 men. She not only has full blown AIDS but she also has syphilis and is blind in her right eye. OMG! Here is the video where she discloses the names of the men she has infected. This is unexplainable and heartless, in my opinion she should be charged with attempted murder and serve life in prison. Now it is time for you guys out there to really start paying attention and RAP IT UP!

INTERNSHIP!!!!

Ugh! So now I'm out of an internship. I have no clue were my mentor is. I've called, text and emailed, with no success, no replies. I'm delayed now because I don't want for something to have happened to her and then I just blow her off and get a new internship. But then again, if I don't have all my hours by the time graduation rolls around I won't be able to graduate. I don't want to be a super senior because I didn't complete internship hours. So I'm holding out until next week and my search for a new internship will begin. What do you guys think I should do?

So baby take me in; I'll disobey the law; Make sure you frisk me good; Check my panties and my bras

She's Rated R!

Yeah I know it's kinda late for me to be sharing my thoughts on this album. But I must say it is SICK. I'm tired of people saying she has no talent, and she's this and that. Honestly, she is iconic and she will go down in history as one of the best that has done it. Then again that is just my opinion. I've listened to the whole album and the girl has a lot to say, I just wish people would shut up and listen. People are too stuck on the one major obstacle which seems to define the person she is. I believe that the situation doesn't define her but helps prove strength. So take a real listen to the edgy beats, and fuck everything lyrics. Rihanna speaks from her heart with this album and you can see a major change. I love music that tells a story and has a shocking but understanding ending, that leaves you wondering what's next to come. Can't wait to see what's next for the dazzling, fashionista with a mind of her own and power.

New Years Resolution

Now that the partying is over. No more underage drinking or getting wasted. It is now 2010 and time to step up and be a focused young adult. High school is coming to an end and college is the next step. So it's time to make resolutions that I can stick to. Every new year we all make the same resolution. A dedication to losing the belly fat or becoming someone completely different. I'm thinking more along the lines of taking steps to becoming a women. Taking risk and not being afraid of disappointment and heartbreak. Time to stop saying I will and just do it. Come September I'll be eighteen and a college student but I'm more focus on enjoying seventeen and making sure not to rush the time. That begins with making a list. Not just any list, and not a list consisting of things I want to change but things I want to better.
One of my resolutions is to understand who I am and where am headed. Yes, it may be to early to think about where I want to be in ten years but there's nothing wrong with setting up a guideline; a set of goals, something like a temporary outline for my life. Think about it, something you can turn to as a reference. Of course your sure to fall off the track but you can refer to that outline in order to step back into the path you are dedicated to be on. Be the designated driver of your life and allow the obstacles to become cars that you may meet up with at a red light but as soon as it turns green your headed back to greatness.
Let's forget about losing that 100 pounds before summer and think about life beyond seasons. Explore things we aren't used to, like if your a hip-hop fan try and explore jazz maybe a little indie rock. Try reading different books or watching movies beyond comedy's and mysteries. Everything you explore can truly be apart of a world you never imagined and actually create a change for the better. So let's start with step one; making a list. Let's see what 2010 has in store for us!

THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS

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PROCRASINATION

I haven't been to efficient with my blog for the pass couple of months as that there is alot going on at the moment. College essays, applications, and grades are taking away my social life at the moment. I've been procrastinating and haven't even completely submitted my application for CUNY and haven't even started my application for TEMPLE. My head is everywhere and like your average teen I'm more focused on the now and right now in this moment, I've decided to think about the year ahead of me. I'm looking to change up my style a bit. I wanna go a lil more underground like graphic tees and things of that sort. I'm bored with my hair and might try something new. I've even been talking tattoos with one of my close friends. Again I am sidetracked and don't focus on the important things that come first and foremost. But can you blame me I'm seventeen years old. I can't talk about academics for to long it starts to bore me and I can't bore you guys with things that bore me. Anyway starting next month I'm going to start a next blog, not sure what the concept is going to be behind it but I know it's going to be more focused on music, arts and fashion and of course me. This blog is going to be more like a diary and something that gives you all a chance to understand me and who I am, more than anyting. I want a sense of my opinion on things to come across in my second blog. I'm working on the name and a real concept because I want to feel accomplished, once I'm finished writing each entry. See you in 20.10...LOVE!!!!!!

IMA NEED U 2 SAY SOMETHIN BABY SAY SOMETHIN SAY SOMETHIN

The BEGINNING OF MY COLLEGE ESSAY FOR NYU tell me what u think

   The lights go down, there’s a sudden silence. The murmurs stop and everyone awaits what happens next. “Let’s go NEW YORK!” Jay-z voice comes booming out of a speaker and his music soon after. “Yeah I’m up in Brooklyn/Now I’m down in Tribeca/Right next DeNiro/ But I’ll be hood forever/ I’m the new Sinatra/ And since I made it here/I can make it anywhere/Yeah they love me everywhere.” The crowd goes crazy, people’s lips moving as fast as their bodies but keeping up with his rhythum. It’s amazing being apart of the audience and being in his presence. But standing backstage is where it’s at. Watching him from the front row isn’t close enough. “How’s everybody doing tonight? Don’t worry if you not doing good, I’m going to make sure you good by the end of the night. Let’s go.” Another beat comes on and here comes Drake, one of hip-hops young ones. “Let show em’ what you can do baby boy.” Jay let’s Drake go off in a freestyle and then the music  comes up for the single they did for his new album. It’s not a concert more like a party. The audience enjoys and sings every lyric right as he does and dances like there’s no tomorrow. There’s  a tomorrow for me and I’ll be spending it with the man himself.

   The night is the beginning of my day. This is the best way to start a day in my opinion. The music continues and we get a dose of his story, his life. If this is how it is just watching, my mind was just racing about how much more I would learn. “I wanna bring somebody out right now, somebody that no one would ever expect would be here with me tonight. Come bless the stage for me baby girl.” My eyes are amazed I can’t wait to see who’s up next. I feel a nudge in my side. I look and his bodyguard gives me a nod and that lets me know that I’m the baby girl he’s talking about. I shake my head. “Let’s go baby girl.” I’ve performed before but just dancing in an auditorium for parents and teenagers and maybe a few people I had no idea about. The crowd screams but I’m sure they have no idea who I am. “Ladies and Gents, this is Tina and she gon rock wit me for a minute. Music please.” Oh no! Venus vs. Mars is my favorite song off his new album and I practiced a whole routine to it but I wasn’t prepared for this. “Shawtie get it in..” Here we go. I heard the music and I went with it. “Uh-Oh.” I didn’t know what I was doing or if it was good but everyone loved it. The song goes off and my movement stops instantly. “Who taught you how to move like that?” He reached over to embrace me and I was full with excitement . If the rest of my experience  was bad this was all I needed. We watched and listened for another two hours or so and then came the end something everyone regretted. 

  “Goodnight. Thanks for coming out and showing me love.” And with that the show was over. Time to head off to the next stop. He walked off the stage and there was immediate chaos, his assistant was automatically giving him the agenda. She spoke so fast I was wondering if he was really grasping everything, I couldn’t see his eyes behind the tinted ray ban sunglasses and his facial expression remained the same. We walked through a private exit which wasn’t so private since so many fans and paparazzi stood outside the door. “Here you go baby girl.” I was passed a pair of dark sunglasses. We stepped out and there was a million questions and  compliments thrown at him all at once. “Is this your new artist?” I pulled up my hood as I had seen so many celebrites do a million times on t.v. or in pictures. I was led to a black escalade along with Jay and his assistant who still continued talking. I looked over at him I felt his eyes peering into the side of my face and turned to see that I was right. A private smile was shared and I knew what our minds were both thinking. Why won't she just shut up? An inside joke if you will is what I called it. He understood me and I in return understood him. 

SENIOR-ITIAS (If that's how you even spell it..)

Often Senior-itas comes in the middle of the school year. It's only the beginning and I'm already sick of it. The pressure to do SAT's, shoot another essay out your ass, join different groups it looks great on your college applications, college applications, find a job, senior dues. ARGGGGGGGGGh, when the hell will it be over and done with. Now I understand why some kids drop out. It isn't the pressure of friends, its because its so hard to keep in tack. I feel as though my body is in school but my mind isn't, my grades show different though at least. I'm so tired and stressed out and there's only one result of that and it's a serious burn out. I can't take it anymore. I can't strive to live up to everyone's complex expectations of me. "Kerstina your such a great student, with drive and an unexplainable potential, keep it up." I hate hearing that, there's no room for mistakes. When I begin to fail I go crazy and I can't explain it at all. My whole junior year was full of 60s and 70s and a few 80s and 90s, I went from being ranked number 5 in my class to probably 20 or something. Why you ask? Well it's because I'm not someone that deals with pressure to well. I have to live up to this standard that I have no control over, something else that pushes me is being the first of my parents children to go to college and trying to provide a better tomorrow for my family. Is that to much for a seventeen year old to be thinking about? I believe so, I can't even explain a 75 anymore, I can't even explain it. There's noone who listens because there's noone that cares. When I try to let people know what's going on in my head they brush it off with, "Don't worry it's just Senior-itias." MANNNNNNNN fuck senior-itias, step into reality people, listen to me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME????

ME & MY BOOTS #1

Today was another rainy day. And even with the rain it wasn't a bad day. Want to know why? Well its because my feet were so nice and warm. You know when you have on boots or Uggs and your feet still get soaked or even a little wet. These boots are so durable, my feet weren't cold or wet. I paid 150$ for my Uggs and I'm not bashing them because they are very warm and cozy but I wish that it was like worth it. Yeah we all know that suede isn't suppose to be worn in the rain but I have waterproof spray for them and they still get messed up. What kind of deal is that? I don't know but I'm in love with my durable warm, water-proof, and cozy boots. In love with em.=)

BLASTIN KID CUDI FOUND DIS PIC AND I LOVED IT

FIRST CHECK I'M COPPiN DESE I'M IN LOVE

URBAN OUTFITTERS SALES RACK!!

Seven Looks For Cheap:

1.BDG Brushed Open Cardigan; 2. Silence And Noise Tie Dye Cocoon Cardigan; 3.Silence And Noise Drapey Open Vest; 4.BDG Blocked Zip Up Bomber; 5.Grey Antics By Grey Ant Solid Jersey Jumper; 6.Grommet Wool Beret; 7.Silence And Noise Strapless Jumper

Each piece is cheap, fashionable and comfortable. Add great pieces for great prices to your wardrobe. Don't let the strapless jumpers fool you. A trend today is turning summer pieces into winter pieces. Wear the Silence And Noise Strapless Jumper(7) with the Grommet Wool Beret(6) and BDG Blocked Zip Up Bomber for a chic fall look. Add a large drape scarf for extra warmth. And there you have it a great look to go. Make due with the sales rack, try it and trust you'll have more of a successful shopping experience.

RAINY MELLOW NIGHT

Tonight is one of those real mellow nights. Turn the t.v. off, turn the radio down and let the slow jams come through your speakers in a real low tone. The rain is so soothing to me for some reason. I feel some sense of relaxation when the rain falls and I lay in bed. Like tonight is going to be a good night and my dreams are going to be calming and very soothing just because that's what the rain does. Rainy nights are those nights when you realize that you wish there was someone else here with you. Just to add a little more comfort and a little more warmth. The night is so calming makes me want to just lay here in silence, in the dark just so that I can finally think clearly.

(Seems like I lose one follower on the same day that I gain a follower on twitter everyday. That's kind of annoying to me like really. But oh well.)

I'm going back to my clear thoughts and relaxation seems like if I don't now I won't ever. Hope your nights are as peaceful as mines. MUAHZzz!!

You know how they do those can't get enuff things this is my version

FOREVER 21 JACKET 34$..Great Buy!!!

JEESH!!!

Oh wow 11 Followers its not alot but its good enough. Thankz peeps.
Anywhooooo this week has been real hectic for me. On monday I went to Mandees filled out an application and got a call back Wednesday for the interview on Thursday. On Wednesday I got one of the greatest INTERNSHIP ASSIGNMENTS EVER!!! Choosing one of my favorite items and writing about my experience wearing it in different weathers,times of day, and such. I love doing this assignment because it gives me a chance to express how I was feeling in the boots on a different day. Other than that I went to school late all week and ooh at the mall surprisingly I got this boys AIM and I was the one to make the move. There's a first for everything and that was definitely a first. They have a new ForeverXXI(21) in KingzPlaza mall and its to die for. OMG. I love it and wished I could work there but not everything we wish for comes true. I am hunting though really hard and I'm hoping to get a second call back from Mandees cause I would LOOVE working there. Hit me up on Twitter.com/LuvTinaRenee. (22 followers.YAY!)LOL!!